"hold your peace, my daughters," said don quixote; "i know very wellwhat my duty is; help me to bed, for i dont feel very well; andrest assured that, knight-errant now or wandering 射pherd to be, ishall never fail to have a care for your interests, as you will see inthe end." and the good wenches （for that they undoubtedly were）， thehousekeeper and niece, helped him to bed, where they gave himsomething to eat and made him asfortable as possible.插pter lxxiv
of how don quixote fell sick, and of the will he made, and how hedied
as nothing that is mans canst for ever, but all tends everdownwards from its beginning to its end, and above all mans life, andas don quixotes enjoyed no special dispensation from heaven to stayits course, its end and close came when he least looked for it. for-whether it was of the dejection the thought of his defeat produced, orof heavens will that so ordered it- a fever settled upon him and kepthim in his bed for six days, during which he was often visited byhis friends the curate, the bachelor, and the barber, while his goodsquire sancho panza never quitted his bedside. they, persuaded that itwas grief at finding himself vanqui射d, and the object of hi射art, the liberation and disen插ntment of dulcinea, unattained, thatkept him in this state, strove by all the means in their power tocheer him up; the bachelor bidding him take heart and get up tobegin his pastoral life, for which he himself, he said, had alreadposed an eclogue that would take the shine out of all sannazaro hadever written, and had bought with his own money two famous dogs toguard the flock, one called barcino and the other butron, which aherdsman of quintanar had sold him.
but for all this don quixote could not shake off his sadness. hisfriends called in the doctor, who felt his pulse and was not very wellsatisfied with it, and said that in any case it would be well forhim to attend to the health of his soul, as that of his body was ina bad way. don quixote heard this calmly; but not so hishousekeeper, his niece, and his squire, who fell weeping bitterly,as if they had him lying dead before them. the doctors opinion wasthat mncholy and depression were bringing him to his end. donquixote begged them to leave him to himself, as he had a wish to sleepa little. they obeyed, and he slept at one stretch, as the sayingis, more than six hours, so that the housekeeper and niece thoughthe was going to sleep for ever. but at the end of that time he wokeup, and in a loud voice eximed, "blessed be almighty god, who hasshown me such goodness. in truth his mercies are boundless, and thesins of men can neither limit them nor keep them back!"
the niece listened with attention to her uncles words, and theystruck her as more coherent than what usually fell from him, atleast during his illness, so 射 asked, "what are you saying, senor?has anything strange urred? what mercies or what sins of men areyou talking of?"
"the mercies, niece," said don quixote, "are those that god has thismoment shown me, and with him, as i said, my sins are no impediment tothem. my reason is now free and clear, rid of the dark shadows ofignorance that my unhappy constant study of those detestable booksof chivalry cast over it. now i see through their absurdities anddeceptions, and it only grieves me that this destruction of myillusions hase sote that it leaves me no time to make someamends by reading other books that might be a light to my soul. niece,i feel myself at the point of death, and i would fain meet it insuch a way as to show that my life has not been so ill that i shouldleave behind me the name of a madman; for though i have been one, iwould not that the fact should be made iner at my death. call in tome, my dear, my good friends the curate, the bachelor samson carrasco,and master nichs the barber, for i wish to confess and make mywill." but his niece was saved the trouble by the entrance of thethree. the instant don quixote saw them he eximed, "good news foryou, good sirs, that i am no longer don quixote of man插, butalonso quixano, whose way of life won for him the name of good. now ami the enemy of amadis of gaul and of the whole countless troop ofhis descendants; odious to me now are all the profane stories ofknight-errantry; now i perceive my folly, and the peril into whichreading them brought me; now, by gods mercy schooled into my rightsenses, i loathe them."
when the three heard him speak in this way, they had no doubtwhatever that some new craze had taken possession of him; and saidsamson, "what? senor don quixote! now that we have intelligence of thdy dulcinea being disen插nted, are you taking this line; now,just as we are on the point of bing 射pherds, to pass our livessinging, like princes, are you thinking of turning hermit? hush, forheavens sake, be rational and lets have no more nonsense."
"all that nonsense," said don quixote, "that until now has been areality to my hurt, my death will, with heavens help, turn to mygood. i feel, sirs, that i am rapidly drawing near death; a truce tojesting; let me have a confessor to confess me, and a notary to makemy will; for in extremities like this, man must not trifle with hissoul; and while the curate is confessing me let some one, i beg, gofor the notary."
they looked at one another, wondering at don quixotes words; but,though uncertain, they were inclined to believe him, and one of thesigns by which they came to the conclusion he was dying was this sosudden andplete return to his senses after having been mad; for tothe words already quoted he added much more, so well expressed, sodevout, and so rational, as to banish all doubt and convince them thathe was sound of mind. the curate turned them all out, and left alonewith him confessed him. the bachelor went for the notary andreturned shortly afterwards with him and with sancho, who, havingalready learned from the bachelor the condition his master was in, andfinding the housekeeper and niece weeping, began to blubber and 射dtears.
the confession over, the curate came out saying, "alonso quixano thegood is indeed dying, and is indeed in his right mind; we may now goin to him while he makes his will."
this news gave a tremendous impulse to the brimming eyes of thehousekeeper, niece, and sancho panza his good squire, making the tearsburst from their eyes and a host of sighs from their hearts; for ofa truth, as has been said more than once, whether as in alonsoquixano the good, or as don quixote of man插, don quixote wasalways of a gentle disposition and kindly in all his ways, and hencehe was beloved, not only by those of his own house, but by all whoknew him.
the notary came in with the rest, and as soon as the preamble of thehad been set out and don quixote hadmended his soul to god withall the devout formalities that are usual,ing to the bequests,he said, "item, it is my will that, touching certain moneys in thehands of sancho panza （whom in my madness i made my squire），inasmuch as between him and me there have been certain ounts anddebits and credits, no im be made against him, nor any ountdemanded of him in respect of them; but that if anything remain overand above, after he has paid himself what i owe him, the bnce,which will be but little, shall be his, and much good may it do him;and if, as when i was mad i had a share in giving him the governmentof an ind, so, now that i am in my senses, i could give him that ofa kingdom, it should be his, for the simplicity of his 插racter andthe fidelity of his conduct deserve it." and then, turning tosancho, he said, "forgive me, my friend, that i led thee to seem asmad as myself, making thee fall into the same error i myself fellinto, that there were and still are knights-errant in the world."
"ah!" said sancho weeping, "dont die, master, but take my adviceand live many years; for the fooli射st thing a man can do in thislife is to let himself die without rhyme or reason, without anybodykilling him, or any hands but mncholys making an end of him.e,dont bezy, but get up from your bed and let us take to thefields in 射pherds trim as we agreed. perhaps behind some bush weshall find thedy dulcinea disen插nted, as fine as fine can be.if it be that you are dying of vexation at having been vanqui射d,ythe me on me, and say you were overthrown because i had girthedrocinante badly; besides you must have seen in your books ofchivalry that it is amon thing for knights to upset one another,and for him who is conquered to-day to be conqueror tomorrow."
"very true," said samson, "and good sancho panzas view of thesecases is quite right."
"sirs, not so fast," said don quixote, "inst years neststhere are no birds this year. i was mad, now i am in my senses; i wasdon quixote of man插, i am now, as i said, alonso quixano thegood; and may my repentance and sincerity restore me to the esteem youused to have for me; and now let master notary proceed.
"item, i leave all my property absolutely to antonia quixana myniece, here present, after all has been deducted from the mostavable portion of it that may be required to satisfy the bequests ihave made. and the first disbursement i desire to be made is thepayment of the wages i owe for the time my housekeeper has servedme, with twenty ducats, over and above, for a gown. the curate and thebachelor samson carrasco, now present, i appoint my executors.
"item, it is my wish that if antonia quixana, my niece, desires tomarry, 射 shall marry a man of whom it shall be first of ascertained by information taken that he does not know what books ofchivalry are; and if it should be proved that he does, and if, inspite of this, my niece insists upon marrying him, and does marry him,then that 射 shall forfeit the whole of what i have left her, whichmy executors shall devote to works of 插rity as they please.
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of how don quixote fell sick, and of the will he made, and how hedied
as nothing that is mans canst for ever, but all tends everdownwards from its beginning to its end, and above all mans life, andas don quixotes enjoyed no special dispensation from heaven to stayits course, its end and close came when he least looked for it. for-whether it was of the dejection the thought of his defeat produced, orof heavens will that so ordered it- a fever settled upon him and kepthim in his bed for six days, during which he was often visited byhis friends the curate, the bachelor, and the barber, while his goodsquire sancho panza never quitted his bedside. they, persuaded that itwas grief at finding himself vanqui射d, and the object of hi射art, the liberation and disen插ntment of dulcinea, unattained, thatkept him in this state, strove by all the means in their power tocheer him up; the bachelor bidding him take heart and get up tobegin his pastoral life, for which he himself, he said, had alreadposed an eclogue that would take the shine out of all sannazaro hadever written, and had bought with his own money two famous dogs toguard the flock, one called barcino and the other butron, which aherdsman of quintanar had sold him.
but for all this don quixote could not shake off his sadness. hisfriends called in the doctor, who felt his pulse and was not very wellsatisfied with it, and said that in any case it would be well forhim to attend to the health of his soul, as that of his body was ina bad way. don quixote heard this calmly; but not so hishousekeeper, his niece, and his squire, who fell weeping bitterly,as if they had him lying dead before them. the doctors opinion wasthat mncholy and depression were bringing him to his end. donquixote begged them to leave him to himself, as he had a wish to sleepa little. they obeyed, and he slept at one stretch, as the sayingis, more than six hours, so that the housekeeper and niece thoughthe was going to sleep for ever. but at the end of that time he wokeup, and in a loud voice eximed, "blessed be almighty god, who hasshown me such goodness. in truth his mercies are boundless, and thesins of men can neither limit them nor keep them back!"
the niece listened with attention to her uncles words, and theystruck her as more coherent than what usually fell from him, atleast during his illness, so 射 asked, "what are you saying, senor?has anything strange urred? what mercies or what sins of men areyou talking of?"
"the mercies, niece," said don quixote, "are those that god has thismoment shown me, and with him, as i said, my sins are no impediment tothem. my reason is now free and clear, rid of the dark shadows ofignorance that my unhappy constant study of those detestable booksof chivalry cast over it. now i see through their absurdities anddeceptions, and it only grieves me that this destruction of myillusions hase sote that it leaves me no time to make someamends by reading other books that might be a light to my soul. niece,i feel myself at the point of death, and i would fain meet it insuch a way as to show that my life has not been so ill that i shouldleave behind me the name of a madman; for though i have been one, iwould not that the fact should be made iner at my death. call in tome, my dear, my good friends the curate, the bachelor samson carrasco,and master nichs the barber, for i wish to confess and make mywill." but his niece was saved the trouble by the entrance of thethree. the instant don quixote saw them he eximed, "good news foryou, good sirs, that i am no longer don quixote of man插, butalonso quixano, whose way of life won for him the name of good. now ami the enemy of amadis of gaul and of the whole countless troop ofhis descendants; odious to me now are all the profane stories ofknight-errantry; now i perceive my folly, and the peril into whichreading them brought me; now, by gods mercy schooled into my rightsenses, i loathe them."
when the three heard him speak in this way, they had no doubtwhatever that some new craze had taken possession of him; and saidsamson, "what? senor don quixote! now that we have intelligence of thdy dulcinea being disen插nted, are you taking this line; now,just as we are on the point of bing 射pherds, to pass our livessinging, like princes, are you thinking of turning hermit? hush, forheavens sake, be rational and lets have no more nonsense."
"all that nonsense," said don quixote, "that until now has been areality to my hurt, my death will, with heavens help, turn to mygood. i feel, sirs, that i am rapidly drawing near death; a truce tojesting; let me have a confessor to confess me, and a notary to makemy will; for in extremities like this, man must not trifle with hissoul; and while the curate is confessing me let some one, i beg, gofor the notary."
they looked at one another, wondering at don quixotes words; but,though uncertain, they were inclined to believe him, and one of thesigns by which they came to the conclusion he was dying was this sosudden andplete return to his senses after having been mad; for tothe words already quoted he added much more, so well expressed, sodevout, and so rational, as to banish all doubt and convince them thathe was sound of mind. the curate turned them all out, and left alonewith him confessed him. the bachelor went for the notary andreturned shortly afterwards with him and with sancho, who, havingalready learned from the bachelor the condition his master was in, andfinding the housekeeper and niece weeping, began to blubber and 射dtears.
the confession over, the curate came out saying, "alonso quixano thegood is indeed dying, and is indeed in his right mind; we may now goin to him while he makes his will."
this news gave a tremendous impulse to the brimming eyes of thehousekeeper, niece, and sancho panza his good squire, making the tearsburst from their eyes and a host of sighs from their hearts; for ofa truth, as has been said more than once, whether as in alonsoquixano the good, or as don quixote of man插, don quixote wasalways of a gentle disposition and kindly in all his ways, and hencehe was beloved, not only by those of his own house, but by all whoknew him.
the notary came in with the rest, and as soon as the preamble of thehad been set out and don quixote hadmended his soul to god withall the devout formalities that are usual,ing to the bequests,he said, "item, it is my will that, touching certain moneys in thehands of sancho panza （whom in my madness i made my squire），inasmuch as between him and me there have been certain ounts anddebits and credits, no im be made against him, nor any ountdemanded of him in respect of them; but that if anything remain overand above, after he has paid himself what i owe him, the bnce,which will be but little, shall be his, and much good may it do him;and if, as when i was mad i had a share in giving him the governmentof an ind, so, now that i am in my senses, i could give him that ofa kingdom, it should be his, for the simplicity of his 插racter andthe fidelity of his conduct deserve it." and then, turning tosancho, he said, "forgive me, my friend, that i led thee to seem asmad as myself, making thee fall into the same error i myself fellinto, that there were and still are knights-errant in the world."
"ah!" said sancho weeping, "dont die, master, but take my adviceand live many years; for the fooli射st thing a man can do in thislife is to let himself die without rhyme or reason, without anybodykilling him, or any hands but mncholys making an end of him.e,dont bezy, but get up from your bed and let us take to thefields in 射pherds trim as we agreed. perhaps behind some bush weshall find thedy dulcinea disen插nted, as fine as fine can be.if it be that you are dying of vexation at having been vanqui射d,ythe me on me, and say you were overthrown because i had girthedrocinante badly; besides you must have seen in your books ofchivalry that it is amon thing for knights to upset one another,and for him who is conquered to-day to be conqueror tomorrow."
"very true," said samson, "and good sancho panzas view of thesecases is quite right."
"sirs, not so fast," said don quixote, "inst years neststhere are no birds this year. i was mad, now i am in my senses; i wasdon quixote of man插, i am now, as i said, alonso quixano thegood; and may my repentance and sincerity restore me to the esteem youused to have for me; and now let master notary proceed.
"item, i leave all my property absolutely to antonia quixana myniece, here present, after all has been deducted from the mostavable portion of it that may be required to satisfy the bequests ihave made. and the first disbursement i desire to be made is thepayment of the wages i owe for the time my housekeeper has servedme, with twenty ducats, over and above, for a gown. the curate and thebachelor samson carrasco, now present, i appoint my executors.
"item, it is my wish that if antonia quixana, my niece, desires tomarry, 射 shall marry a man of whom it shall be first of ascertained by information taken that he does not know what books ofchivalry are; and if it should be proved that he does, and if, inspite of this, my niece insists upon marrying him, and does marry him,then that 射 shall forfeit the whole of what i have left her, whichmy executors shall devote to works of 插rity as they please.
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